♡ You are not here to judge ♡
lifeless
Thursday, June 9, 2011
From now on, for me, this home is just meaning-less and fucking useless.. No kidding.
Are you gotta break away?
I dont know.. I just feels so weak now.. I cannot even stop my mind to calm down.
Seriously.. How much I wish I could cry out loud and led on my friend's arm, if it is not because i ever promised to myself that no matter what happened, i am not going to tell 'em my problem, my story, directly..
Dad, I DONT GET YOU,REALLY, I DONT. How could you just KILLING YOUR CHILDREN like that.. You know how pain we are? You don't really care what us want.. You just do thing by your own way, you don't care if we agree or not. When you think that you're right, you should do, then no matter what, cant block you to complete it.. aint it?
Do you know how much I tried to make you happy?You know how much i tried to be your guai nv er to stay at home while my friends calling me to hang out? Okay.. stop..
When I am having fun with my friend and try to take a break, you keep on calling, destroyed my mood.
IT IS OKAY, ALWAYS OKAY, Because you're dad.
How about today? Know how many hours I make the dessert for you and mum to get a surprise after me coming back from school of tireed-ness?! Mum had not come back yet. and you? back to home terus blame and hit? FEEL LIKE THROWING IT AWAY AND NEVER MADE ONE. After argue finish with us, ARGUE WITH MUMMY. Mum almost cried. THANK YOU DAD, FOR GIVING ME SUCH AN AWESOME LIFE AND MEMORIES..
How much i wish i was never born. No. It's that I wish you was never my dad.