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no cake, no love, no birthday, no me..
Monday, December 12, 2011
Ello! Busy Busy. I've got no much time to blog recently. you know i know, or wait, maybe you don't know :3 but i am not going to tell~ SHALALALA~
SO MY BIRTHDAY, 11th dec, which is yesterday.. KEKE. I DID NOT ENJOY MUCH.
Yesterday: Eating breakfast at shop, get scolded by mum when I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG, already make me go !@#$%^&*( so i went home angrily and continue game (Tetris Battle). In facebook, my friend asked me why didn't go mall and celebrate and here I think that it's okay to out since it's my birthday today. calling dad to fetch me there, he ojipala about my dressing and warning me what dont do something make him throw face and i almost cried -__- LOL. PMS much. while the whole day is just so spoiled. :/
AND. new haircut and style by wengson. just right after my cutting, my mum called me and said happy birthday to me and i am sorry. still, it doesn't work.. how can a broken heart been fixed back like that..? back to home at around 7. all the way home, dad and i didn't have any conservation, maybe he just remembered my birthday and feel sorry about it. LOL. came out from bath room, smell nice. he cooked me food, and its prove me that my guessing is right. he just remembered my birthday..
I can't belief one of my special day in life just ended like that .. D: worst yet my beloved is not there with me. present? you think that's all I need? I just want you to be there with me and that's all.. I could stay just for best friend's birthday, you can't. the feeling when it's your birthday and you're feeling sad and no one to talk to ..
Ersh. I am way of too sensitive and negative. GEEZ. :D
The new haircut is nice.. i guess. :D In sad mood, it is too long but in another way, it is too short. you understand me? nahs, nevermind ~ x)
If I got this chances to blog in few days ago, this post is gonna be a happy post instead of sad one :D pictures is gonna upload in next few days.
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