♡ You are not here to judge ♡
I am just tired.
Sunday, February 5, 2012
I am just tired.
I don't have any motivation to get up in the morning,
I wish I could just lay at bed, forever.
I say no to hanging out with friends just because,
I yell at people who don't deserve it, who keep on asking the past of me.
I get upset over the stupidest things.
Most of the time I don't understand the things I do,
or why I do them in the first place.
Depression isn't something that just goes over night,
it's an illness.
So mom and dad, I'm sorry.
I hope that you can understand why I'm so quiet at dinner,
and why I don't like doing family activities.
I'm sorry to all my friends who don't understand,
I wish I could let you inside my head,
so you would know what am I thinking everytimes.
Sometimes, I feel like you all see me as an over dramatic bitch,
I'm just too sensitive.
I can't help it. I don't want to be this way too.
It hurts. I hope you can understand.
if i died today, would these be anything you wish you had said to me?